Falling

You tell me you understand and then tell me I'm insane
You tell you can see me and then pretend I'm not there
You tell me you are true and then you look for something new

I have fallen for so many things
And I have come up empty
I have stooped to live your way
And I have come away a lesser being
I am tired of falling.
I am done falling.

You tell me you want me and then test the water for more
You tell me you adore me and then treat me like mud on your shoe
You tell me I am the only one and then you yell that you can't stand me
You tell me I am yours and then you show me the door

I have fallen for so many things
And I have come up empty
I have stooped to live your way
And I have come away a lesser being
I am tired of falling.
I am done falling.

This circle of mental torture needs to break
This stress filled existence has to change
We can't go on with all these lies, deception, and malice
It's just too painful, too hard to sustain

Don't tell me I all you want and throw me away
Don't show me one side and then give another when it's important
Don't pray for me and damn me in the same breath
Don't reach for my face only to claw at my eyes

I have fallen for so many things
And I have come up empty
I have stooped to live your way
And I have come away a lesser being
I am tired of falling.
I am done falling.
Are we not all tire of falling for the same old shit?
Don't you have some new shit?
At least look like you have to work at it.
No more falling...no more lies.
I have fallen for the last time.
This exit scene is all mine.

I am done falling
And you are done pushing.